So it's been a while since I've really done anything with this place. I haven't written a poem in forever. I don't know, I think that maybe just all the pain and hatred over my childhood finally went away. Now I just write cryptic Xanga entries, but those don't rhyme...

I've been thinking about writing a book. People have mentioned that I should. And at the moment I have nothing else to do. But what style should I write it in? A simple auto-biography? Some strange hybrid mixture of my life story plus current musings? Any book I write would never be coherent, god knows.

But I have time to kill. After having two spine surgeries in January. I alternate between recovering at home, and going out and getting high. At this point I have enough sordid and horrific shit piled to write a novel or two. I don't know.